Fieldnote PressOct 2026
“The 'firsts' tracking pages named something I didn't have words for — the specific dread of a first birthday without her.”
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Grief Journal for the Loss of a Parent
There's no journal that makes losing a parent make sense. This one just means you don't have to hold it all in your head alone.
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- 26 pages
- US Letter · A4
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First Holiday Without Them — complete on its own.
There's no journal that makes losing a parent make sense. This one just means you don't have to hold it all in your head alone.
What's included
- Guided prompts for the first year of loss
- "Firsts" tracking pages (first holiday, first birthday without them)
- Memory-preservation prompts
- Space for unsent letters
Specifications
- Total pages
- 26
- Sizes included
- US Letter · A4 (one file)
- File format
- PDF (instant download)
- Compatible with
- Home printers, PDF readers. Tablet apps: no — print-first
- License
- Personal · practitioner add-on at checkout
- Edition
- Undated · Fieldnote Press
- Delivery
- Instant download · emailed link
Before you buy
If a page type isn't in the gallery, it isn't in the file.
How to use it
- 1There's no required order — open to whatever page matches today.
- 2The unsent-letter pages can be filled in once or returned to for years; both are normal.
Sizes & palette
Every size is already in the file.
- US Letter
- A4
License
Personal use included
- PractitionerOne coach, educator, or facilitator+$39
- Group / TeamUp to 10 people+$89
- Site / OrganizationOne school, practice, or company+$249
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Questions
Is this only for recent loss?
No — many people use it years later, especially around anniversaries or 'firsts' that resurface unexpectedly.
Is anything shipped?
No — it's a digital download. The PDF arrives by email and stays in your library.
What shows up on my bank statement?
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Please read this first
An educational self-help resource you work through on your own. Not therapy, diagnosis, or medical advice, and not a substitute for care from a qualified professional.
In crisis? Stop here. In the US, call or text 988 — Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, any time, free. Elsewhere, your local emergency or crisis line.
Research-informed, not clinical — no clinician reviewed this edition.
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